Tuesday, February 03, 2004

Rant: Love

Love...what a wonderful thing huh? isn't that what everyone says? We'll guess what, I'm gonna rant about the negativities of "love"

"Love: n. A strong positive emotion of regard and affection" uhuh....well you see although I've haven't much experience at this game I've gained much of my knowledge seeing my friends relationships go from bad to worse to over and depressed. It really is a "fucked up" feeling and emotion (pardon the language as I don't mean that in a literal meaning, you see as human nature, the people that came up with English and all the other godforsaken languages [once more I do not mean that in a religious way...hmm...I don't think I've had a rant on the stupidity of religion yet, alas I'll save that for another day] have many MANY references to sex...you know sexual intercourse, that profound, annoying human desire that is the cause of our overpopulation problem.) Anyhow, love, to some love just means sex, others its a romantic affair, but to me its bluntly pain, for my own experiences I'll I've had are broken-hearts, you "fall in love" being attracted to other humans, through chemicals I supposed but many will argue it isn't so black and white but I couldn't say myself. And then of course when I get rejected my "heart" just falls for another girl. Simple human nature I suppose, in "animals" I suppose, the reason for "love" is clear, for sex, for reproduction, cause we just want to keep this damn cycle going for as long as we possibly can, through thick and through. As for my friends, a variety of reasons seem to have broken them up, but after going through tons and tons of data, I conclude the primarily, stupid and "immature" human instinct makes them fall in love with other people after "getting what they want" or 'succeeding" or whatever they may get out of their relationship (I would hope it wouldn't be sex, as they are what I consider underage for such things, however I couldn't say whether or not any one of them is a "virgin", although it does seems that ridiculously its something like 1 in 5 have had sex at my school, or so its seems, to their brags, claims, etc. which I am forced to hear due to the fact I can't tune it out (once again a disadvantage of being a multitasker and being able to simultaneously hear many people speak and so forth) Love is stupid and I hate it.

Marriage

Marriage...stupid stupid...stupid...for my first reference my parents (in this situation I refer to my birth parents) Ok so my "birth" parents are divorced...I live with my mother (and she is annoying nagging pest) and I used to have "visitation" with my father but I broke that off starting at 7th grade because he was a jerk, bad influence, couldn't take care off me, etc. etc. bad parent to summarize. Anyway enough history, their marriage obviously didn't work, they got they divorce final when I was 2yrs. old...Now onto my mother and step-father well they bicker and don't believe they truly love each so much...whatever...I'm tired at the moment and I started like 4 rants today so I'll upload what I have and finish at a later time.

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